over the weekend during the outing i had a chance to have some conversation with e78. we moved from one topic to another until she started to talk about her past. i discovered that she's been hurt recently. it's the case of giving all the best but even the best was not good enough. that case was familiar to me. what i've gone through recently made it easier for me to understand her experience. in turn, i related my own experience to her. we're kindred spirits in that manner.

a few moments the atmosphere turned quiet and sombre as we stared deep into space and replayed those painful moments. but i found out that expressing the experience to someone who has gone through the same helps a lot.

since she felt the hurt until the present, i asked her how long it has been. she said it's been a year and the pain was still there. i guess i have to bear the pain for that long or may be longer.

anyway, my group had good fun over the weekend (having someone in the group as my kindred made it much better). we went to pee bee (until a police truck came in and took away some people and all the fun) and then moved to another place until 3. then we had something to munch and by 4 headed to our place to retire for the night (rather, morning).

i call e78 by the name of "moot" which is short for "semut". why? that's for us to know and for the rest of you to mind your own bloody business.

i'm feeling a bit under the weather this morning. i've been sneezing since i got into the office. my head is spinning and giddy. my boss donated two paracetamol pills. i ate an orange in the pantry. i've been smoking like usual though; damned this nicotine.

now, back to work. errr ... after another cigarette, i mean.